AshhhBoiii

Hi! I don't know who or if anyone is going to be reading this, but i think I've decided on treating this kind of like a journal- just to get my thoughts out, keep them in order, or whatever. It's been a while since I've been here and I swear that's something I've been saying too much too often, but I'm hoping that's a habit I manage to break eventually. So.. what's been going on? Stress. To put it in one word. Ha, yeah things have been rough lately in a lot of ways i guess.. losing a close family member, barely scraping a pass for my first year of uni, worrying people and drifting away... That all stops right here, right now. It's going to be a long ride, but I'm determined to break out of this mess [heh heh, break through it all if you will] and start a new chapter of my life. I'm going to stop procrastinating, get organised and get my shit together. Yeah. i'm not sure if this is the best way to go about it, but it's a start, right? And to start, I'm going to get this done before